Posted in for you, God gave me you, Ikaw, open letter, Right person, Right time, Someday

Slowly but surely

Right now one thing’s certain, You make me really happy.

Thank you for treating me nicely.

When I felt like everyone’s giving up on me.

I’m not really hard to please.

A simple phone call or text message.. I’d be at ease.

Yes, we are friends right now.

What is to come .. is still unsure somehow. 

I actually don’t mind getting to know you slowly.

Please know that I’m not in a hurry.

Hey, you don’t have to be sorry. 

And don’t you feel guilty.

I’m always here for you.

And I feel that you’re always there for me too. 

Even the most typical stories you could tell.

I’d still choose to listen to them all day. 

Why don’t we have coffee again?

I loved those mornings filled with smiles and laughters. 

I thank God everyday for making our paths cross.

I always pray that you’ll stick around for good. 

Because I’m sure I’d always annoy you for as long as I could.

I’d love to make more memories with you.

I’d love to share more meals with you.

I’d love to listen about how your day went. 

No matter how bad it is, I’ll find a way to make it a better one. 

It’s very rare for me to write when I’m happy.

I usually write when I’m lonely.

But this time, I’m writing because I’m grateful.

Because of you.

Let’s not rush things.

Everything will fall into place when God says it’s time.

Thank you for coming into my life.

Thank you for making things right.

๐Ÿ’“ 

Posted in Blessing, Falling, for you, God gave me you, Ikaw, love, love story, Magmahal, open letter, Pag-ibig, Right person, Right time, Sana, Someday

“My Almost and Could have Been? I hope Not.”ย 

When we met I felt you were the one. 
The one who will give my life a different hue. 

The one who will make my mornings better than they were before. 

The one who will make me smile and laugh for sure.
Maybe I expected too much from you.

Everything I felt was too good to be true.

Or I guess I never should have expect anything from you.

For it only gave me hope that this dream of “us” will soon come true. 
I thought so it might lead into something romantic.

Everything that I felt was magic.

It came as a hurricane.

And destroyed me more than storms cause pain.
I never intended to bother you in any way.

I didn’t want to oblige you to talk to me everyday.

But I honestly prayed you’re here to stay.

And be with me till the end of day. 
Everyone asked if we have this special thing.

I could only smile and say nothing.

Because I honestly don’t know what we were.

Am I just a friend or is it something uncertain?
These feelings are something we couldn’t fake.

Maybe I was that risk you didn’t want to take.

And I was like a scar you’ve always hid.

Or A tear you never want to shed. 
Why didn’t you warn me before I fell?

I didn’t know that it will hurt like hell.

I want to get to know you well.

Your fears and awes to me you can always tell. 
I never want you to be my “almost”.

I constantly wished you’d be my “always.”

My “everytime” in this world full of “sometime”.

And not just my “could have been or would have been.”

Posted in Blessing, Coffee, God gave me you, Life, open letter, Someday, Uncategorized

To my Coffee Buddy

Hi! I can’t sleep tonight.

Definitely not the caffeine.

Maybe it’s my mind saying.

“You should just stop overthinking.”

Now. 

I’m not sure how fast or slow did it go. 

But i’m sure it started with a simple “hello”. 

We’ve been enjoying coffee together now. 

And shared several mornings somehow. 

We’ve had good laughs.

And we tease each other alot. 

As days pass by, you’re becoming part of my  life.

You’ve brought me endless smiles.

You take all the stress away.

No therapy involved. (LOL)

Just your thoughtfulness,

Your concern and your time.

Can I just ask?

Will you stay for good?

Or will you eventually leave like most of them did?

I’m so afraid to get left behind.

I’m so done with all these pain.

Please don’t turn my sunshine into rain.

I want to share more stories with you.

More laughs with you.

More coffee with you.

Nothing will ever be certain today.

But I’m hoping you’re here to stay.

Wherever this may lead us.

Let’s take risks and trust.

My coffee buddy for always. โ˜•๏ธ

Posted in Attention, English, Life, love, Love advice, Option, Right person, Right time, Second choice, Self worth

When will you see your worth?ย 

You’re more than just a shoulder to lean on.

You’re more than just an option.

You’re a choice never a regret.

You’re real, better than dreams.

Never lose that self worth. 

You may not mean anything to him.

But you mean the world to others.

You’re beautiful.

You’re precious.

You just need the right guy to see your value.

The right guy who’ll love you so true.

The guy who’ll see all your efforts.

The guy who’ll always stick around just to annoy you.

Never settle for someone who doesn’t see your worth.

Never settle for someone who’s not aware of your pain.

Never settle for someone who doesn’t appreciate your efforts.

Never settle for someone who sees you as an option and a second choice.

Posted in Blessing, Friendzone, love, Love advice, Magmahal, Pag-ibig, Right person, Right time, Sana, Someday

I just want to forget you.

I want to forget you.

I want to forget how you made me happy effortlessly.

You made me laugh endlessly.

And even in my dreams I love you deeply.

But how do I forget you?

When every minute of everyday I think of you.

I just want to get over this feeling.

I actually got tired of hoping.

Of waiting that you’ll feel my presence.

And see my existence.

In your big world full of people who matter more than I do.

Help me forget you.

Make me feel worthless if you have to.

I just want to get over you.

I don’t want to feel this pain anymore.

This pain I’ve been trying to endure.

I can’t wait until I get used to this pain.

I can’t wait until someone comes to ease the pain.

And that someone will surely make me happier than you did.

Will make me cry because of too much laughter.

Will teach me how to trust and believe in love again.

And Will make me feel that I’m worth all the time and all the love he’ll give. โค๏ธ 

Posted in Attention, Girl, love, Pag-ibig, Uncategorized, Unnoticed

To the girl who remains unnoticed

You might be having a bad day yet no one noticed. 

You might feel sick but no one sees.

You might be hurting but no one knows.

You might be in love yet not one cares.

Hey, you’re not ugly.

You’re a little weird but you’re cool.

You’re nice and friendly.

You seem to be very strong that’s why no one bothers to ask if you’re okay.

You seem to be very happy that’s why no one thinks you’re lonely. 

Deep within you are your feelings you didn’t want anyone to know.

You often put them into writing because you can’t tell everybody else how you feel. 

… And somehow afraid no one will understand you.

Even the person you truly love doesn’t notice everything that you’re doing for him.

Or if he does he doesn’t want to think deeper than he should.

To the girl who remains to be unnoticed, One day the one you love will see your worth.

And people will love you the way you love them.

They will all be grateful for everything that you’ve done for them. 

Do not seek their attention, it will come unexpectedly. โค๏ธ

Posted in Crush, Falling, for you, God gave me you, Ikaw, love, love story, Magmahal, Right person, Right time, Sana, Someday

Untitled feelingsย 

What should I feel?Why do I love you still?
Even if we’re together it seems like we’re apart.

Whatever I do I’ll never have your heart.
How do I get over this feeling? 

Thinking of you gives me trouble sleeping.
I kept loving you for two years now. 

It was a feeling I was too afraid to show.
I always want to spend time with you. 

And I’ll never get tired of loving you. 
You’re the best blessing God could ever give.

I wish that in my life you would never leave. 
Staring at you makes me fall in love more.

I hope you’re not closing your doors.
For a love that’s worth all the pain.

For a love that’s worth all the sacrifices. 

For a love that I’m willing to give. 
Even in my busiest days if it’s for you I will always find time.

No matter how tired I may get you turn my gray skies into sunshine. 

Can you just be mine? 
I have so many stories to tell.

If only to the world I could yell. 

With you I accidentally fell.
I saw how you sleep.

You’re like a baby dreaming so deep. 
I thank you for being such a gentleman.

When you knew I needed help you gently grabbed my hand.
Maybe you will forever be my surreal dream.

A dream I always pray for.

A dream I would want to come true.

We still don’t know what will happen.

You can fall for me or for someone else.

If we’re meant to be with each other.

Fate will make ways to help you realize that I will love you forever. 

Posted in Beautiful, Beauty, Define beauty, Pretty, Social media

How do we define beauty?ย 

These days, beauty can be very superficial.

Beauty that comes from within is often forgotten.

If you have a fair complexion.

You are beautiful.

If you have clear skin.

You are beautiful.

Thus if you have a dark complexion you are not beautiful for others.

If you have acne you are not beautiful either.

I had all these thoughts after observing social media these past few months or years. 

Beauty now is also based on the number of likes they get from their selfies. 

If you get less likes then others think you’re not pretty enough.

Beauty is also based on the gifts you get during special occasions like Valentines day. 

If you didn’t get even a single flower, then you aren’t beautiful enough.

Beauty became very shallow these days.

And it’s a bit depressing. 

It somehow decreases the self-esteem of most people.

Especially those people bullied because their selfies have gone viral in social media. 

Selfies that don’t look very beautiful for others.

Again, How do we define beauty? 

Posted in Doctor love, Expert advice, Love advice, Uncategorized, Valentines

Dr. of Love โค๏ธย 

Friends often ask me for advice. 

I sometimes wonder why they believe I could help them or enlighten them. 

Because I’m not even in a relationship nor have I been in a successful and happy relationship in the past. 

It makes me happy though knowing that I could make people feel better with some of my inexpert advice. Lol.

I wish some guy out there who secretly likes me is asking his friends for advice too. Hmmm..

But hey that’s just a wish. Hahaha.

Nothing is certain. 

I’m just hoping that..

I’m worth thinking of..

I’m worth spending time with.. 

I’m worth loving… 

I’m worth fighting for … 

Posted in Adult life, Break, How to adult, Life, Stress, Work life

“The adult life”

We would always hear people say “i miss being a kid”, “i miss sleeping with no worries”.

I’ve never thought I’d agree with them. I miss sleeping without worrying of work. I miss playing with no limits. I miss asking my parents for allowance. 

I miss being a kid. Life isn’t too harsh for kids. But life is tough for adults like me. The adult life bothers me, making me ask questions and giving me doubts about myself.

I sometimes wonder when will the love of my life come? Will I grow old in my chosen profession? Will I earn friends or lose more? 

Darn. I find it difficult to sleep at night because of all these worries I have in mind. I’m soooo tired of work, I’m so tired of thinking.. I wan’t to take a freaking break from everything that stresses me.