Posted in Blessing, Coffee, God gave me you, Life, open letter, Someday, Uncategorized

To my Coffee Buddy

Hi! I can’t sleep tonight.

Definitely not the caffeine.

Maybe it’s my mind saying.

“You should just stop overthinking.”

Now. 

I’m not sure how fast or slow did it go. 

But i’m sure it started with a simple “hello”. 

We’ve been enjoying coffee together now. 

And shared several mornings somehow. 

We’ve had good laughs.

And we tease each other alot. 

As days pass by, you’re becoming part of my  life.

You’ve brought me endless smiles.

You take all the stress away.

No therapy involved. (LOL)

Just your thoughtfulness,

Your concern and your time.

Can I just ask?

Will you stay for good?

Or will you eventually leave like most of them did?

I’m so afraid to get left behind.

I’m so done with all these pain.

Please don’t turn my sunshine into rain.

I want to share more stories with you.

More laughs with you.

More coffee with you.

Nothing will ever be certain today.

But I’m hoping you’re here to stay.

Wherever this may lead us.

Let’s take risks and trust.

My coffee buddy for always. ☕️

Posted in Attention, English, Life, love, Love advice, Option, Right person, Right time, Second choice, Self worth

When will you see your worth? 

You’re more than just a shoulder to lean on.

You’re more than just an option.

You’re a choice never a regret.

You’re real, better than dreams.

Never lose that self worth. 

You may not mean anything to him.

But you mean the world to others.

You’re beautiful.

You’re precious.

You just need the right guy to see your value.

The right guy who’ll love you so true.

The guy who’ll see all your efforts.

The guy who’ll always stick around just to annoy you.

Never settle for someone who doesn’t see your worth.

Never settle for someone who’s not aware of your pain.

Never settle for someone who doesn’t appreciate your efforts.

Never settle for someone who sees you as an option and a second choice.

Posted in Adult life, Break, How to adult, Life, Stress, Work life

“The adult life”

We would always hear people say “i miss being a kid”, “i miss sleeping with no worries”.

I’ve never thought I’d agree with them. I miss sleeping without worrying of work. I miss playing with no limits. I miss asking my parents for allowance. 

I miss being a kid. Life isn’t too harsh for kids. But life is tough for adults like me. The adult life bothers me, making me ask questions and giving me doubts about myself.

I sometimes wonder when will the love of my life come? Will I grow old in my chosen profession? Will I earn friends or lose more? 

Darn. I find it difficult to sleep at night because of all these worries I have in mind. I’m soooo tired of work, I’m so tired of thinking.. I wan’t to take a freaking break from everything that stresses me.