I wish someone could join me right now.
I saw this guy right in front of me.
He seemed to be looking at me.
But maybe I just feel like he is.
Maybe he was just looking around.
But he slowly walked away after finishing his drink.
Darn. I thought he was the one I’ve been praying for.
Maybe it’s just the caffeine.
I mean hey, there are more girls worth talking to than I am.
Maybe I look really unapproachable.
Is it me?
Or the people around me?
I wish caffeine could help me realize more instead of expecting more.
I wish caffeine could wake me up to reality.
To the reality that life is not a fairytale.
That life will sometimes test your patience and your being.
That sometimes things won’t happen according to planned.
And life will often surprise you.
Its suprises can either make you or break you.
Life broke me several times.
But it also made me who I am today.
It gave me a stronger heart.
A better version of myself indeed.
Expecting less from people.
Learning to deal with pain.
And forgiving those who caused me pain.
Oh the thoughts coffee brought me tonight. ❤️🙈