To my Coffee Buddy

Hi! I can’t sleep tonight.

Definitely not the caffeine.

Maybe it’s my mind saying.

“You should just stop overthinking.”

Now. 

I’m not sure how fast or slow did it go. 

But i’m sure it started with a simple “hello”. 

We’ve been enjoying coffee together now. 

And shared several mornings somehow. 

We’ve had good laughs.

And we tease each other alot. 

As days pass by, you’re becoming part of my  life.

You’ve brought me endless smiles.

You take all the stress away.

No therapy involved. (LOL)

Just your thoughtfulness,

Your concern and your time.

Can I just ask?

Will you stay for good?

Or will you eventually leave like most of them did?

I’m so afraid to get left behind.

I’m so done with all these pain.

Please don’t turn my sunshine into rain.

I want to share more stories with you.

More laughs with you.

More coffee with you.

Nothing will ever be certain today.

But I’m hoping you’re here to stay.

Wherever this may lead us.

Let’s take risks and trust.

My coffee buddy for always. ☕️

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To the girl who remains unnoticed

You might be having a bad day yet no one noticed. 

You might feel sick but no one sees.

You might be hurting but no one knows.

You might be in love yet not one cares.

Hey, you’re not ugly.

You’re a little weird but you’re cool.

You’re nice and friendly.

You seem to be very strong that’s why no one bothers to ask if you’re okay.

You seem to be very happy that’s why no one thinks you’re lonely. 

Deep within you are your feelings you didn’t want anyone to know.

You often put them into writing because you can’t tell everybody else how you feel. 

… And somehow afraid no one will understand you.

Even the person you truly love doesn’t notice everything that you’re doing for him.

Or if he does he doesn’t want to think deeper than he should.

To the girl who remains to be unnoticed, One day the one you love will see your worth.

And people will love you the way you love them.

They will all be grateful for everything that you’ve done for them. 

Do not seek their attention, it will come unexpectedly. ❤️

Dr. of Love ❤️ 

Friends often ask me for advice. 

I sometimes wonder why they believe I could help them or enlighten them. 

Because I’m not even in a relationship nor have I been in a successful and happy relationship in the past. 

It makes me happy though knowing that I could make people feel better with some of my inexpert advice. Lol.

I wish some guy out there who secretly likes me is asking his friends for advice too. Hmmm..

But hey that’s just a wish. Hahaha.

Nothing is certain. 

I’m just hoping that..

I’m worth thinking of..

I’m worth spending time with.. 

I’m worth loving… 

I’m worth fighting for … 

Thoughts while having coffee. 

I wish someone could join me right now.

I saw this guy right in front of me.

He seemed to be looking at me.

But maybe I just feel like he is.

Maybe he was just looking around.

Maybe I kinda hope he wanted to talk to me.

But he slowly walked away after finishing his drink.

Darn. I thought he was the one I’ve been praying for.

Maybe it’s just the caffeine.

I mean hey, there are more girls worth talking to than I am.

Maybe I look really unapproachable.

Is it me?

Or the people around me? 

I wish caffeine could help me realize more instead of expecting more. 

I wish caffeine could wake me up to reality. 

To the reality that life is not a fairytale.

That life will sometimes test your patience and your being.

That sometimes things won’t happen according to planned. 

And life will often surprise you.

Its suprises can either make you or break you.

Life broke me several times.

But it also made me who I am today.

It gave me a stronger heart. 

A better version of myself indeed.

Expecting less from people.

Learning to deal with pain.

And forgiving those who caused me pain. 

Oh the thoughts coffee brought me tonight. ❤️🙈

Love yourself 😊

I love spoiling myself.

I mean, If I won’t spoil myself.. Then who would?

Nobody’s gonna do that for me.

Most people think having a boyfriend who will buy you stuff that will make you happy is a NEED.. They are wrong. 

Your boyfriend does not exist just to buy you what you want.

Buy yourself what you want. (If you can.)

And if you couldn’t.

Keep saving money until you can afford to buy what you want. 

I don’t see anything wrong with loving one’s self. 

Before you learn to love someone else.

You should first learn to love yourself.

Know what you deserve and know who deserves your love.

It will just prepare you to love enough. 

Not much. But just enough.

Leave something for yourself.

Never give your everything.

Because if ever he decides to leave you. 

You’ll be left with nothing.

 Love yourself.

You deserve everything.

You deserve to be happy.

You deserve all the good stuff because you’re working so hard.

You’re fighting battles everyday. 

And no one else will do it for you.

Except yourself.

❤️❤️❤️❤️

A friendship so deep… 


To our dearest Babies.

I’ve never thought it would be this hard to say goodbye to all of you.

We’ve been through a lot of foodventures together. 

We’ve had good laughs.

Good days and bad.

Yet it only made our friendship deeper.

It made us love you guys more.

It might be easy for you to say that we’ll find new babies, new friends soon..

But to be honest, No one can replace you from our hearts.

Thank you for all the hugs and for the love you’ve shown us.

It breaks my heart still realizing that it will take a looong time before we could laugh and be silly together just like before.

That It would take a long time before I could hug you guys again.

I love you to bits our babies. ❤️

We’re missing you badly! 😫💔

Tamang Panahon


Kailan nga ba ang tamang panahon?

Sino ba ang tamang tao?

Kailan ba siya darating?

Naiinip na ako.

Sa tuwing nakikita ko ang ibang tao na nagmamahal at minamahal, nalulungkot ako.

Pakiramdam ko’y nag-iisa ako.

Walang nagmamahal. 

Madalas ay haharap ako sa salamin at magtatanong bakit walang nagkakagusto sakin?

Ganda na lamang ba talaga ng basehan sa taong mamahalin? 

At sa gabi’y dinadasal ko na lang na sana makilala ko na ang taong mamahalin ko at magmamahal sa akin ng totoo. 

Na sana matanggap niya ako pati mga kapintasan ko. 

Ayoko namang madaliin ang lahat.

Ayoko sa relasyong panandalian.

Gusto ko yung magtatagal. 

Yung totoo.

Walang echos, walang chena.

Tunay na pagmamahal. 

Balang araw, sa Tamang panahon.

Darating din siya. Ang tamang tao na nilaan ng Diyos para sa akin.

❤️❤️❤️