Attention · English · Life · love · Love advice · Option · Right person · Right time · Second choice · Self worth

When will you see your worth? 

You’re more than just a shoulder to lean on.

You’re more than just an option.

You’re a choice never a regret.

You’re real, better than dreams.

Never lose that self worth. 

You may not mean anything to him.

But you mean the world to others.

You’re beautiful.

You’re precious.

You just need the right guy to see your value.

The right guy who’ll love you so true.

The guy who’ll see all your efforts.

The guy who’ll always stick around just to annoy you.

Never settle for someone who doesn’t see your worth.

Never settle for someone who’s not aware of your pain.

Never settle for someone who doesn’t appreciate your efforts.

Never settle for someone who sees you as an option and a second choice.

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Blessing · Friendzone · love · Love advice · Magmahal · Pag-ibig · Right person · Right time · Sana · Someday

I just want to forget you.

I want to forget you.

I want to forget how you made me happy effortlessly.

You made me laugh endlessly.

And even in my dreams I love you deeply.

But how do I forget you?

When every minute of everyday I think of you.

I just want to get over this feeling.

I actually got tired of hoping.

Of waiting that you’ll feel my presence.

And see my existence.

In your big world full of people who matter more than I do.

Help me forget you.

Make me feel worthless if you have to.

I just want to get over you.

I don’t want to feel this pain anymore.

This pain I’ve been trying to endure.

I can’t wait until I get used to this pain.

I can’t wait until someone comes to ease the pain.

And that someone will surely make me happier than you did.

Will make me cry because of too much laughter.

Will teach me how to trust and believe in love again.

And Will make me feel that I’m worth all the time and all the love he’ll give. ❤️ 

Attention · Girl · love · Pag-ibig · Uncategorized · Unnoticed

To the girl who remains unnoticed

You might be having a bad day yet no one noticed. 

You might feel sick but no one sees.

You might be hurting but no one knows.

You might be in love yet not one cares.

Hey, you’re not ugly.

You’re a little weird but you’re cool.

You’re nice and friendly.

You seem to be very strong that’s why no one bothers to ask if you’re okay.

You seem to be very happy that’s why no one thinks you’re lonely. 

Deep within you are your feelings you didn’t want anyone to know.

You often put them into writing because you can’t tell everybody else how you feel. 

… And somehow afraid no one will understand you.

Even the person you truly love doesn’t notice everything that you’re doing for him.

Or if he does he doesn’t want to think deeper than he should.

To the girl who remains to be unnoticed, One day the one you love will see your worth.

And people will love you the way you love them.

They will all be grateful for everything that you’ve done for them. 

Do not seek their attention, it will come unexpectedly. ❤️

Crush · Falling · for you · God gave me you · Ikaw · love · love story · Magmahal · Right person · Right time · Sana · Someday

Untitled feelings 

What should I feel?Why do I love you still?
Even if we’re together it seems like we’re apart.

Whatever I do I’ll never have your heart.
How do I get over this feeling? 

Thinking of you gives me trouble sleeping.
I kept loving you for two years now. 

It was a feeling I was too afraid to show.
I always want to spend time with you. 

And I’ll never get tired of loving you. 
You’re the best blessing God could ever give.

I wish that in my life you would never leave. 
Staring at you makes me fall in love more.

I hope you’re not closing your doors.
For a love that’s worth all the pain.

For a love that’s worth all the sacrifices. 

For a love that I’m willing to give. 
Even in my busiest days if it’s for you I will always find time.

No matter how tired I may get you turn my gray skies into sunshine. 

Can you just be mine? 
I have so many stories to tell.

If only to the world I could yell. 

With you I accidentally fell.
I saw how you sleep.

You’re like a baby dreaming so deep. 
I thank you for being such a gentleman.

When you knew I needed help you gently grabbed my hand.
Maybe you will forever be my surreal dream.

A dream I always pray for.

A dream I would want to come true.

We still don’t know what will happen.

You can fall for me or for someone else.

If we’re meant to be with each other.

Fate will make ways to help you realize that I will love you forever.

Beautiful · Beauty · Define beauty · Pretty · Social media

How do we define beauty? 

These days, beauty can be very superficial.

Beauty that comes from within is often forgotten.

If you have a fair complexion.

You are beautiful.

If you have clear skin.

You are beautiful.

Thus if you have a dark complexion you are not beautiful for others.

If you have acne you are not beautiful either.

I had all these thoughts after observing social media these past few months or years. 

Beauty now is also based on the number of likes they get from their selfies. 

If you get less likes then others think you’re not pretty enough.

Beauty is also based on the gifts you get during special occasions like Valentines day. 

If you didn’t get even a single flower, then you aren’t beautiful enough.

Beauty became very shallow these days.

And it’s a bit depressing. 

It somehow decreases the self-esteem of most people.

Especially those people bullied because their selfies have gone viral in social media. 

Selfies that don’t look very beautiful for others.

Again, How do we define beauty? 

Doctor love · Expert advice · Love advice · Uncategorized · Valentines

Dr. of Love ❤️ 

Friends often ask me for advice. 

I sometimes wonder why they believe I could help them or enlighten them. 

Because I’m not even in a relationship nor have I been in a successful and happy relationship in the past. 

It makes me happy though knowing that I could make people feel better with some of my inexpert advice. Lol.

I wish some guy out there who secretly likes me is asking his friends for advice too. Hmmm..

But hey that’s just a wish. Hahaha.

Nothing is certain. 

I’m just hoping that..

I’m worth thinking of..

I’m worth spending time with.. 

I’m worth loving… 

I’m worth fighting for … 

Adult life · Break · How to adult · Life · Stress · Work life

“The adult life”

We would always hear people say “i miss being a kid”, “i miss sleeping with no worries”.

I’ve never thought I’d agree with them. I miss sleeping without worrying of work. I miss playing with no limits. I miss asking my parents for allowance. 

I miss being a kid. Life isn’t too harsh for kids. But life is tough for adults like me. The adult life bothers me, making me ask questions and giving me doubts about myself.

I sometimes wonder when will the love of my life come? Will I grow old in my chosen profession? Will I earn friends or lose more? 

Darn. I find it difficult to sleep at night because of all these worries I have in mind. I’m soooo tired of work, I’m so tired of thinking.. I wan’t to take a freaking break from everything that stresses me. 

Blessing · Crush · English · Falling · for you · Friendzone · God gave me you · Ikaw · love · love story · Magmahal · Mahal · open letter · Pag-ibig · Right person · Right time · Sana · Someday

2 years is never enough.

We met in 2014. At first I thought you were not that friendly but I was wrong, you were the sweetest I’ve met. ❤️

I was a complete stranger to you but you welcomed me into your life and I was kinda hoping you welcomed me into your heart too.

We were both single at that time. And I seriously prayed that you’ll notice me. The typical girl you bump into almost every week.

But you didn’t see me. It seems that you weren’t ready to love yet. I was willing to wait though.

Comes 2015, I told you how I felt. And I wasn’t surprised, I was just a friend to you. You said, you appreciate everything and I felt that.

Few months after, I still hoped you’d like me too. But then I found out you fell for someone else. You were courting someone else.

It broke my heart. I was in tears that night. I saw in your eyes how much you love her. And how much you’re willing to sacrifice for her.

I never saw you look at me that way. And it broke me inside. I said I should accept the fact that you will never like me. I said I should move on.

2016 is about to end and I’m still here waiting for you to notice my existence in your life. Waiting for you to realize I am the right person for you. 

It hurts me still seeing that even if she broke your heart you still love her. I guess we’re even. You’ve been hurting me unintentionally for 2 years but I’m still in love with you. 

2 years is never enough for you to fall in love with me. I guess I am that hard love. Thank you for the friendship. I still hope it will turn into something deeper. A relationship I never want to let go of. A relationship I would want to last for a lifetime. ❤️

I love you even if I don’t say it.

I love you even if we feel awkward at times.

I love you even if you can’t look at me in the eyes.

I love you even if you don’t feel the same.

I love you even if it breaks my heart everyday.

I love you even if you love her more. 

I love you my love.. ❤️

Christmas · christmas blues · Emmanuel · God with us · Holiday

Christmas Blues 


I believe as we grow older we get less excited about Christmas.

When we were kids we get pretty excited because of the presents and the Aguinaldo our Ninongs and Ninangs give us.

We get thrilled with Kris kringle and exchange gifts. 

But as we age we sometimes don’t feel that Christmas is approaching.

We get so busy with work and earning for a living. 

And We are already Ninongs and Ninangs which means we are obliged to give Aguinaldo and gifts to our inaanaks.

Funny how time flies.

I get a little upset thinking I have work on December 24th and 31st. 

Well, I guess that’s life. Being a hospital worker means sacrificing a holiday, a good night sleep and even a decent rest for patients who need ample health services.

I hope people also see these sacrifices and learn to be grateful for all hospital workers.. Nurses, Doctors, Medtechs, Radtechs and such.. 

However, Christmas is not just about the gifts, the holiday feast and the bountiful meals. 

It is commemorating the birth of our Saviour, Jesus Christ.

And that’s the best thing about Christmas.

Christmas is reminding us that no matter how hard life gets…

Christ is here to strengthen us and guide us. 

We are never alone. 

Emmanuel. (God with us) 

Merry Christmas everyone! 

Coffee · love · Magmahal · Mahal · Pag-ibig · Tambay · Uncategorized

Thoughts while having coffee. 

I wish someone could join me right now.

I saw this guy right in front of me.

He seemed to be looking at me.

But maybe I just feel like he is.

Maybe he was just looking around.

Maybe I kinda hope he wanted to talk to me.

But he slowly walked away after finishing his drink.

Darn. I thought he was the one I’ve been praying for.

Maybe it’s just the caffeine.

I mean hey, there are more girls worth talking to than I am.

Maybe I look really unapproachable.

Is it me?

Or the people around me? 

I wish caffeine could help me realize more instead of expecting more. 

I wish caffeine could wake me up to reality. 

To the reality that life is not a fairytale.

That life will sometimes test your patience and your being.

That sometimes things won’t happen according to planned. 

And life will often surprise you.

Its suprises can either make you or break you.

Life broke me several times.

But it also made me who I am today.

It gave me a stronger heart. 

A better version of myself indeed.

Expecting less from people.

Learning to deal with pain.

And forgiving those who caused me pain. 

Oh the thoughts coffee brought me tonight. ❤️🙈